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"I have a question. Now, you're a very pretty girl." "How have you never had a boyfriend before?" or "How has no guy been interested in you?" or some form of question pertaining to how I've never had a relationship and …
Not sure if I ever posted this.

The conversation that occurred when Paul asked me out. It's a little fucked up because I have terrible memory, even though I wrote it the same day. Paul: I have a question for you. me: Okay. Paul: I know we only met …
Cute things.

I was in Connecticut this weekend visiting the boyfriend. At one point, he asked me when I first liked him / for how long; whether it was right away or not. I told him all about that, and he told me that he liked me sinc…
Why he's perfect.

There are quite a number of reasons why and how I know that Paul is "the one." Here goes: Apparently, he sunburns easily.Despite it being inconvenient, he visited at random for the weekend.Only telling me he was coming w…
I have my boyfriend back.

So, here's what happened. I was in Paul and Jordan's room for about two hours today when I didn't want to study. And I kept making comments at Paul. For instance, he broke something. And I was like, "you're used to that,…
Yeah, I really just said that.

"I stole it because I didn't want to seem like the desperate girl asking for it back because I have to hold it to stop crying at night because I can't have you." Or some variation of the sort. Response? "You could've …
Sometimes I forget how easy it is for me to be moody.

And when a small thing makes my mood drop from ecstasy to self-loathing, or takes away my happiness and makes me feel neglect, I remember all too well how easily my mood swings and how emotional I really am. On that not…
I have so much to say.

Unfortunately, every time my heart surges with the contemplation of saying it, there are other people around, or it's just not the right time. Currently, he's asleep. And when we're finally alone and it's the right time,…
I'm still wondering how long this will last.

As is my personality, I overthink things, and don't believe in good things happening. So, the question has constantly been plaguing my mind, "How long will this last?" Something in the back of my head is always being "lo…
I make things more awkward than they should be.

It's true. I keep making awkward statements when talking with Jason, which he just blatantly ignores until the next topic that I move onto. Things would be much simpler if I just, you know, stopped saying awkward things.…